Just wondering......

I've always wondered, is this path the right one or the wrong one. Everything I'm learning doesn't seems like I can excel in.

Financial economics. Not pure econs. Not pure finance. So there's not only drawing graphs n understanding economics theories only but loads of calculations and formulas.

Maths. My weakness, the greatest fear.

And now, moving into my major subjects. There's a subject that I've nvr heard of- basic econometric. Meaning, creating models. Not too much of calculations, but lots of understanding the assumptions and theories before creating my own mighty model.

Now I can't imagine what my future would be. My brain function slower than the normals, how am I going to be an analyst in the future? How am I going to be alert to stock market change n make big bucks?

This is the dilemma. I admire the jobs that I'll be doing in the future, I think it's cool. I'll definitely make big money. But, is that within my ability?

I doubt my ability.

...needs a bucket of chocolates to kill stress!

p/s: just wondering la......